GET WELL SOON!!

Sharifah Nur Syafiqah..one of my classmate..

tibe-tibe dapat tau that dia masuk hospital sebab apendix...

kene bedah petang semalam..

after the prefects farewell party was over dad as usual took us (me n family) to opah's house..
then lepas balik around 1 am...ANIE NADHIRAH text me and told that epah masuk hospital..
and i was....BLANK....what??????

tak sangka...last friday at school epah ade said something pasal apendix..cakap dia nak kene bedah apendix..and i said.."epah ni jangan merepek..epah sihat kan"

then tau2 mmg dah kne bedah...i told syeda bout this and she said i took it easy jee..
rasa bersalah..*tears

i'm SORRY epah...

i knew that u were somehow sick..but when i asked u about it..u said no..u were okay..

but i read u're blog la dear...

u did'nt want us to worry bout you..but still..

ur my FREN..classmate pulak tu..

for sure i'll be worry...

neway...take gud care of yourself...

my prayers will always be with you..=)

KISAH

kisah...ada apa dengan kisah ek?kau kisah??aku kisah??ermm..okay..let's say if kita ade masalah...and kita cerita dekat org..they surely wud'nt understand and feel the samething that u did rite??but still..they still tried to understand..that's GOOD lah...but for some people yang dah dgr masalah kite then cakap itu ini as if masalah tu takde ape2 pun..what wud u feel???DUSH! you're not in my shoes lah dum dum...suke hati je nak cakap...yelah..manusia...they have diffrnt sort off perspectif in life..kalu cakap mende yang elok2 that wud help tak ape...ni cakap macam 'alaaa..tu pun nak jadi masalah...it's nothing lah'.......DUM DUM again! haih...aku diam masalah...tak diam PUN masalah...abes nak buat ape??you tell me...ingt everything in life boleh buat suke hati ke? one thing you've done wrong it would effect everyone! soo..for me..i think it's better to keep quiet with my own problems...aku cite kau tak paham..means same je if aku tak cite kau tetap takkan faham...faham?

My biggest problem is what to do about all the things I can't do anything about

B.U.N.T.U

saya buntu sekarang...saya tak tahu da besar nak jadi apa...that day ada carrier talk and that person told us to have an ambition from now on...

masalah saya...i REALLY DUNNO!!!!

it's not that i dun have any..

i could list all my ambitions...but i cant decide which to choose..

im thinking of being a teacher...mama pun cakap it's good to be a teacher...

i want to make good deeds in life...

but..dad macam nak salah seorg anak dia jadi doktor...cud it be me???

i still want to make him proud and happy for me..

mum n dad tak pernah force me to be what they want me to be in future...

they let me decide my own life....

jadi ape pun tak kisah selagi mampu

but the thing is...

can i make the right decision?

Ya ALLAH

Hajat kami kepada-Mu amatlah banyak

Engkau Maha Tahu dan melihatnyaYa ALLAH,

kami takut kepada-Mu

Selamatkan kami dari semua yang tak takut kepada-Mu

Jaga kami dengan Mata-Mu yang tiada tidur

Lindungi kami dengan perlindungan-Mu yang tak tertembus

Kasihi kami dengan kudrat kuasa-Mu atas kami

Jangan binasakan kami,

kerana Engkaulah harapan kami ...

sahabat..

sahabat..kalau nak diikutkan..ramai sahabat yang kita ade rite...but..mane satu yang betul-betul ada dengan kita when we need them?...i used to have one..but..lately..i found myself trying to avoid dia...i tend to keep quite when dia ade...dia changed alot..im sure i myself changed to but...our friendship...did it change too??what happen yeah...is it becoz of me??i bet it is...i did'nt let go everything to you eventhough dulu i used to tell sume kat dia..i tend to hold on things back to myself....i noe u notice sumthings wrong with me rite....maybe this is the phase where im growing up...trying to be alone...finding myself...but i cud'nt find the rite words to say it to you...i miss the old me and you..but it seems that we have our own path now..we cant always be together...i noe u wont be reading this..but i assume you will..and i'll always love you..=)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...

KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM....

NAK MINTAK AMPUN...

MINTAK MAAF..

&

MINTAK DUIT RAYA!

HAHA...

KEPADA FAMILY

SEDARA MARA

KAWAN KAWAN..

ADIK ADIK..

KAKAK KAKAK

AND SUMENYELAH!

KALU ADE SILAP DAN SALAH..

TOLONG MAAFKAN

SAYA TAKLAH SEMPURNA..

SELALU JE BUAT SALAH..

AND INSYAALLAH

AKAN BERUSAHA MENJADI YANG INSAN YANG LEBIH BAIK..

AMINN..=)

take time to realize....

here's sum Questions and Answers from myself....

Q? : what do you feel...

when a person told you that he/she won't do anything that's not good for themselves and it wud cause a bad impression to others but eventually they still did it?

A! : i feel sorry for them...

Q? : what wud you do if that person is ur close frens?

A! : i dunno...i mite be afraid to tell them..but at the same time..i need to make them realize about it...coz..i cud'nt stand for being such a jerk and keeping quite for there mistakes...

Q? : what do u feel when somebody else that's not close to you....and approches you....and tell ur mistakes.....example.." why are you treating _____ like that...kesian tgk dia tau"

A! : i feel guilty ofcoz and at the same time....the bad side of me wud say..

"im sorry..but who are you again?"

Q? : what should i do??

A! : waallahu'alam

bye bye trial...countdown for SPM

alhamdulillah...SPM trial is over...

last paper was tasawwur..

fuhh..haha..but boleh la buat..hehe

lets just pray and hope for the best...

real SPM...

22 november 2010

huhu...not much time left...

study hard Liyana!!