Sunday, October 24, 2010

Think Of Me...

yesterday was graduation day for the form 5's...
it was held at the tower regency hotel..
everyone was super duper hot and cute with their retro outfit...
and my feet are in pain..hahahha
well...to be true...i was'nt very happy...BECOZ!
this means that our school life is goin to end soon enough..
taaaknaaak bole?
huhuh..
im sooo gonna miss my frens...
all the chitchattings we had...all the laughs we made together..
even all the sad things we've been through...
hmmm...seeing other people who's much more older than me
and talking about their life AFTER school macam tak best jee...
huhuh...does neverland exist?
cause i feel like goin there now and stop GROWING UP! hahaah
goin cukcoo in the head ade laa now...
sumtimes...part of me said 'i cant wait to finish school'..this thing happen when i cud'nt stand the rough times im having in school...but another part of me wud say 'i dun wanna leave this school'..huhu...almost 5 years in smk CONVENT....
from alonely girl who's still new in school...no frens...no nothing...into the happiest person with soo many frens...and funs stuffs to share with them...
im sooo gonna miss that...in this school jugak i tell my frens about my life...my dreams..even my crush..ahaha...and from the sad things when we tend to cry together..where else cud i get this whole lot of memories..Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born..

Friday, October 8, 2010

it's now or never....

hati ni da tak berdaya n tak terdaya dah nak menipu diri sendiri..
apela nak jadikan...
berkata pada diri : anda sndiri da decide...now nak berdalih???
bukan ni yang aku mintak..
aku kene kuat untuk mengharungi hari hari ku yang makin lame makin kejam ni..
kuatkan semangat...
lepaskan ape yang patut dilepaskan..
luahkan ape yang patut diluahkan..
pendam lame-lame pun boleh sakit jantung...
mata ni dah lame tak banjir rasenye...
yup..lame sudah..
akibat menipu diri sendiri...
konon kuat la ni tak nanges eh?
hmm..kuat la sangat...lame dah diri ni menyepi...
menyepi???dari siapa???mengapa???perlu ke??
haha...aku paham da...
apa yang bukan milik kita...sampai bile bile pun tak akan jadi milik kita..NEVER!
maaf..jiwa saya terganggu kejap...