Saturday, June 27, 2009

Reminiscing The Past......

happy happy!!....wanna noe why??
when i was sooo lonely...no one to talk too....sitting all by myself...
in the bestest place in the house...that's my OWN room...
relaxing myself by listening to the radio....and...
i almost fell asleep..
when suddenly, i got a phone call from somebody.....
and old fren...back in taiping...
well actually...not juz a fren...but i called her..my adik...
NURUL NAJIHAH BT ROSZEMAN.....

i first notice her in SK KLIAN PAUH when i was in standard 5....sblum ni xpenah tau pun...haha...
she's a very sweet girl...but...xreti2 tunjuk the gurlish side of her....
hahha...we're both were prefect's...soo..had to work together...and all of a sudden...
we became close frens...suke usik mengusik...mcm kwn lame plak...
then oneday...she confessed to me about the way she feel bile kitorg sme2.....
hahah...mule2..i was quite..scared..but...when i think back...maybe she felt mcm ade org taking care of her...since she's the eldest in her family...and xpenah rase what's it like to have a sister...and soo...i took her as my adik....

lepas je da amik tuh...everything changed in a blink of an eye....
die leh malu malu lak nak jumpe..haih..pelik doh...nak tau cmne we communicate??
by posting a letter to eachother...
gune org tgh....ngalahkn org bercinta jee....padahal...satu sekolah je tuh...
hahah....it's funny bile t'ingt blik...i still have those letters with me...bile xde keje...mule la bce2 blik....nak t'gelak besar pun ade bce blik those letters......lpas da amik jd adik...baru tau die tuh...amat amat amat sensitif orgnyer...
susah nak jge hati...kalu terapat skit ngn budak darjah 4 yg lain...mule la jealous....
smpai stu mse tuh...mmg blur da xtau nak watpe....haha...mmg bnyk giler conflict...tp best...

juz now when she called me..die kat hostel..bdak pandai die tuh..blaja kat MRSM Grik....i knew that she changed aLOT!!
her voice mmg da berubah...mule2 die tepon..mmg xcam voice die...
but die kate i'm still the same...whahah....
and and...segan nak ngaku that she missed me..hahha..kalo bleh xmo letak tepon td...talked to her for an hour i guess...haha..
ooohh ya...she called me pun sbb nak wish my birthday...mmg sweet...
hahha...die tu syg kat kakak die yg sorang ni...and risau sngt kehilangan....
but dun worry...tgk da brape taun ni...we're still together rite??
soo dun wory...k jihah??
LOVE YA!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

When YoUr 16.........

Happy Birthday to me....alhamdulillah...i'm 16 already...huhu...goodbye 15...i'll never 4get everything...the goods and the bads that made me a better person from day to day....huhu..being 15 is only once in a life time rite...u cud never go back no matter how u wish u cud...hahha...soo...i'll juz cherish every moment in my 15 year old days...hehe...and welcome 16...
huhu...semakin meningkat da umur kuh...eventhough still susah nak caye..but...i've turn 16 da pun..

thanx 4 da people yg ingat my bday....felt i was appreciated...*terharu*
the 1st person yg paling awal wish is my sis.....12 JUNE 2009 dia dah wish...cuz that day was her last day cuti..and had to go back to her kolej...she gave me this card....i almost burst into tears after that...X')

ade lagu bday skali...haha...she wrote
"Hey!Happy Birthday in advanced!
Haha..had to give it early!Have a wonderful Bday yeah!
I Love you loads sis!muah!Study Well ait..

thanx sis...iloveyoutoo!

Syaida azimah.....
thanx for calling me 2 times...haha...nak sngt jd org 1st...there u go...u are the 1st to wish me..thnx 4 da vitagen mase rehat tu dear...haha...and and...thnx cuz u culik me and took me to secret recipe's juz to buy me a cake...cheese cake lak tuh...thanx dear....*tears*
ILOVEYOU!!!

WAhida...
thnx 4 da chocolates sis...bnyk lak tuh...haha..leh mkn time2 tension...had a great time tadi at school with you...nak hug laagii...hahha...!!
Sarangheyo!


AniE NadHirah!
Message anie bg - syifa syg,happy bday honey :) May Allah bless you always.And watever happens,ily bebeh!Happy bday again...Have a great day..hee...
thnx 4 da card and chocolate...bnyk chocolate dapat this year....xsnggup nak mkn...huhu...haha...td nyanyi lagu bday kat skolah...ur voice pling kuat...haha...thnx to u and epah..eventhough segan gile time tuh..nseb cikgu PJ x msuk lg...*blush blush*..hahah..

Loveyahoney!
Aqilah@Qiqie...
thnx qiqie for being there all the time...eventhough x same clazz but our frenship will always remain the same keyh...thnx 4 da purple bracelet...i'll wear it bile ade pape function ok..ahha...thnx tau!!
iheartyou

thnx 4 everyone yg still remember me...nisha..alia..huda..farahin pun ingt...x sngka!thnx dearz....and yg sedihnyer today, is that munirah one of my close fren masuk SPB...huhuh...mun...pape pun kite doakn kmu bjaye ek...dun 4get us...thankyou 4 da keychain...hope x lost contact yeah!and thanx to aizat for calling...ingt lupe..yelaa...buzy memanjangkan...hahha...thankyou!!=)
<3<3<3<3

Sunday, June 21, 2009

My SuPerMan!!!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!

I wud like to wish this to all the fathers in this world....and..
especially to TUAN SYED SHAMSUDIN B. SYED ABU BAKAR.....
my daddy+ayah....
the AWESOMES+INCREDIBLE+SUPERB
dad i ever had....and there won't ever be another one....
daddy...thnx 4 spending your money on us...hahha...

Daddy,without you...
i won't be here to see the world...
thank you...

without you...
i won't be what i am today...
thank you...

without you...
i won't be a brave person to stand by myself...
here's a story to tell....when it was my 1st day of school at cobbet elementary school,USA as a 1st gred student...
i remember dad was the one who took me to school and sent me to my clazz...obviously...i dunno a single thing that time...my english was still not gud enough...and i was freakin' scared..hahha...
and and the best part was that...daddy left me juz like THAT after he'd finished talking to my clazz teacher...and that moment...
i've learnt to be on my own...and look!!!! i still SURVIVE...hahha..sounds wicked rite..but that's my dad...that's his way to teach us how to be own ur own at times...


without you...
i won't be learning the meaning of life...

without you...
this family is nothing....

without you...
i'll never feel safe....

THANK YOU DAD!!!
Thanks 4 everything u have done...and i'm really soory if i ever made u mad...sad...dissapointed...ect..
i really am soory...never meant to do that...
i'm very greatful to have a wonderful dad like you...
i'll do my very best for you and mum...


iloveyou daddy...i'll always do...=')

Friday, June 12, 2009

No Surprise...

there it goes....my cuti cuti...coming to an end...hahah..felt it was juz yesterday i got home frm school and enjoying every bits of my school holidays....(did i enjoy it???)...well i did finish this novel book...written by AISYAH SOFEA....entitled...Selagi Ada Dia...the story wasssss.......interesting...x membosankan...skali da start bace...melekat je trus..haha...finish it dalam 2-3 hari....and and...yg the unbelieveable part is...i was soo touched with the story smpai.....(anda pkir2 la sndiri what happen ek)...hahaha....sume novel i read pun i put myself as the heroin...haha..baru ade 'feel'...heheh...lagi cuti neyh....learned 3 songs to play at the keyboard...1st...lagu demi lovato...This Is Me and 2nd Don't Forget...3rd lagu secondhand serenade Fall For You.....last wednesday watch movie ngn satu family tgk Night At The Museum 2.....it was hillarious...and and....guess what...daddy booked tmpat kat depaaaaaaaan skali....hahha...sbb da penuh...and bile da smpai situ..baru tau npe penuh..cuz ade bdak2 skolah tadika mane ntah pun join tgk...haha...bising gak...but mind about that...i'd still enjoyed the movie...owh and not to forget....watched this movie frm my sis laptop....and i give this movie a thumbs up....becuz besst giler...tjuk die....Angus,Thongs and The Perfect Snogging....hahha..and and i've found out that mens are like rubberband...y???figure it urself..g bce buku Mens Are From Mars..Women Are From Venus....hhaha....and now i'm luving the stiff dylans...espcially lgu ultraviolet tuh..hehhe...and the guy yg blakon in the movie....his eyes...menawan!heheh..ok cut the crap...huish...skolah nk dkat neyh...hehe...but i'm still reading this one more novel yg mule2 xnak bce sbb tgk cover mcm bese jee..tjuk Cinta Sang Pari Pari...tp t'belek and t'bace...and best la plak...aiyooo...layaan...tu laa kakak kate don't judge a book by it's cover like i did..hahha.....

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Monday, June 1, 2009

The BSC???

what does BSC stands 4???
~Baby Sitters Club~
(^-^)
actually it's a book series..got tones of it in my
house..dunno y my sis ske sngt these books..since dkat uncle sam's country lg...
but when i sta
rted to read it..it was kinda fun..
the series is about these bunch of teenagers forming a club on baby sitting kids..
and with all kinds of conflicts of them handling the kids and at the same time handling their school+frenship+love life...
it's fun reading it...
the reason y i came out with this BSC thingy is because...
i'm feeling like being in the
club...
hahaha..since i'm having a school break...sume cousins blik kg neyh...
and memandangkan my house is quite near jgak la to my kampung..
sume mesti wajib singgah my house...

believe it!
sumtimes ade yg xnak blik kampung dulu trus nak g to my house..
kalu x dpt jee blik...sume merengek...ade yg wat hal xnak mkn laa...menangis non stop laa...haih...mcm2..
soo my opah said that my house is the 2nd kampung...
hahha...but this thing happen kat bel
ah mak jee..
belah my dad x mcm tuh..

me belah mak cucu yg ke-2...cucu 1 my sis...
soo kalu pape...i and my sis mesti smbg2 ngn my aunts jelaa...kalu ckp ngn budak kecik...sure they have no idea rite..
nak ckp ape pun...hahha

juz imagine bile balik raye ke ape...
sume nyee budak3 dlm umah tuh...riuh ohh...
t ade je yg menangis...main2 jatuh nangis..

nangis bukan kejap2...ade yg smpai muntah2....
and guess sape yg kene lap???
ME!!
aduih....sumtimes ade yg nak manje2...sume suh me yg wat..ade yg merajuk
ngn parents...kakak ni jgk yg melayan...
drpd mandi,makan,tito sume laa...
tp yg pling i like the most if kalu ade baby-baby y
g kecik2 yg still xtau pape ade..
hah..itu i rela do anything...tukar pampers pun nak..hehe..
smpai baby tuh pun rimas i guess...

asyik pipi jee jd mangsa rite?
..hahah..spe suh cute sngt...oohh..i'm missing baby za
fran...comel...
soo scare tidak langsung nye...i'm one of the BSC members...hahha...perasan...but it's true..
i have to baby sit them bile mak2 diorg started to sembang like there's no tomorrow...
haha..dun get me wrong..i mean ofcoz laa they have sumthing to talk about rite
cuz be4 this bzy with work and jarang jumpe...i'd remembered this one day...during malam raye i guess...they sembang smpai kul 3 ke 4 pg...haha..giler..
opah i ade RAMAI ANak...got 7 of th
em all together...
cucu pulak...jap2..kene kire..
5+4+6+3+3+3=24!..

my uncle acu blum kawen lagi sooo die xde ar lg..and2 mne tau yg akn dtg lg ke kan..mne tau...hahaha...
byk owwhh....kalu tngkp gmbar satu family neyh...penuh kot..hehhe..
(opah opah ..t get ready dpt cicit plak from kak mira..hahha..)



ni baby harith zafran!!