The Notebook

one of my 'notebook' :)

 dulu dulu masa zaman sekolah. saya suka tulis like a diary except it could be read by anyone so couldn't called it as a diary. a journal? hmm maybe a scrapbook? haha yeah boleh katakan macam tu jugak laa. i write and i ask people to write in it too! and i stick wrappers or any small pieces of notes kawan bagi. yang ditulis sebegini rupa " SYIFA! ANIE BALIK DULU TAU! takecaree xoxo " hehe.. just a memory to be made. boleh tengok tengok balik kan bila rindu rindu. sapa yang lucky tu akan dapat a book from me. not that big, just a small note book or a ring binder book that i wrote everyday about anything that i could recall when i'm with her ( kawan saya semua perempuan masa sekolah rendah/menengah so it must be a HER) hehe. not to mention bila dah masuk UiTM dulu pun i still did the same thing. and before nak keluar dulu tu i had every one to write in my book. precious memories. couldn't let it slip away from my memories. selagi masih boleh nak di kenang kenangkan selagi tu la nak ingat.. and till today i'm still gonna jot down every single thing that happened. tak kira la kecik ke besar mane pun kalau it means a lot to me. it'll be in the book :) so yeah. i like to write, dah la ada blog. buku pun nak tulis kan. hehe kot kot boleh jadi macam Roald Dahl ke tulis buku macam 'Boy' tu ke. who knows hehe.

here are some of the pages in the book 

cik kak ni pun suke menulis. this is what happens if you give her to write haha

but still..i loved it :)

 ni kebetulan terjumpa senior time dia melawat sekolah.

i asked her to write on the spot! haha 

 yang signature dia banyak lovey dovey itu tablemate saya time form 5. 

Kak Anie Madu. lalalala

 yang ini adik sweet sorang :P adik 19 september. *adik la sngat kan*

 on the left is a card from Choo Yee my junior. and on the right is from Epah my classmate! <3

hmmmm. you know what? now i'm having this crazy yet still acceptable idea for me to do. nak tau? *bisik bisik* i think i'm gonna write a book for my future husband! hahahaha yup. i'll be doing it! i'll write everything! *gosok gosok tangan. eventhough i don't know who the person would be but never mind. it's just something right? special too! YOU would be the only one having the copy written by me *awwww now where do i start ??  :D

yes we do :)

Amirah, Liyana, Nazirah, Sabrina, Daniel !

Kakak, Kakyang, Kakteh, Kakchik, Abang!

1,2,3,4,5 

yes we do fight with each other. about toys, books, foods. anything! even yang dah besar besar ni pun buat hal hehe. well tipu la kan kata baik je tak gado gado.

yes we do tell secrets to one another. rasa macam nak bagitau rahsia dekat adik ni bagitau. esok cite kat adik yang lagi satu pulak. and at the end rahsia bukan jadi rahsia dah bila yang 2 orang adik tu duduk exchange rahsia kakak dia ni dalam bilik haha but we don't easily get mad. dah memang sah sah tau the story spreads fast in the house like a wind. lepas tu dapat tau dekat mak. time tu baru rasa geram sikit kot. :3 haha

yes we do play with eachother. tak kira la daripada yang sulung umur 21 tu sampai la yang ke bongsu yang umurnya 11 tahun tu boleh lagi berlonggok main Saidina ramai ramai. duduk one spot 5 beradik and main bergelak ketawa ada. marah ada. merajuk ada merepek segala bagai semua cukup ada! and talking about this, teringat semalam hari sabtu around 9.15pm..dah plan macam macam ni. nak tengok movie la american idol la ada yang nak habis kan novel la ada yang nak tengah main gasing. okay tengah elok semua kekenyangkan lepas makan. *TUP!* gelap. silence. lepas 5 saat baru semua bising bising. blackout la pulak. i guess all the houses pun takda electric..so nothing could be done and so we waited. ayah cari lilin apa semua pasang letak atas meja makan. kitorg 5 beradik ni duduk la dekat dekat. lepas tu datang la pulak idea kakak sorang ni..'eh jom main game!'.. haaa macam macam game yang di mainnya. spelling la. guessing the songs la. dancing la. haha sampai abang pun tak terlayan dah kakak kakak dia ni hehe
 
and yes we do stick together no matter what happens.we stick like super glue! no matter through good times or bad times. we're there for each other. i tell them that ever single time. nak buat apa apa let us know. dont make your own decision as if we don't even care. nak apa apa cakap. we'll help you.jangan buat benda bukan bukan. ingat mak ayah. belajar rajin rajin. mind your words. cakap beradab even dengan sesiapa pun. zaman sekarang ni dah susah. you gotta compete and jangan untuk dunia ni but untuk the hereafter jugak. kalau kakak ada dia yang selalu cakap ni. but bila kakak dah jauh i'll be the one reminding them and to myself. you know budak budak. they don't think much ahead. kena ingatkan selalu. kita ni yang dah besar ni pun boleh lupa apatah lagi budak ni.bila diorang dah buat salah tu biarkan. jangan di ungkit ungkit. let them learn. that's how we learn too right. by making mistakes.and try not to repeat them in the future.

The Syed-ians :)

it's not that when we're mad at you, it means we hate you or you're a burden to us. it's just that we care too much for you :) .. i guess inilah cara pemikiran mak ayah kita kan. i'm starting to think like them too!! hohoho..tu yang selalu ingat kan adik adik ni. jangan susahkan mak ayah. they've done a lot to us.kecik kecik jangan gatal gatal. saya pun tak sanggup nak tengok dah budak remaja nowadays ni..parents mana yang nak tengok anak dia susah kan?they know more than we do. so when they say something. just listen. listen. and listen.it won't hurt for you to listen.

*ingat pesan kakyang ni adik adik :) <3

The Little Gift

and when everything comes to life..... * takda motif pun tulis ni.

EH!! this is my first post for 2012 laaaa..haha okay baru perasan. -.-'

hahah owh dad's home!! with cendol! >< *it's a way of saying i'm HOME! cuti lagi. a WEEK! yes. and i realize asal balik je rumah baru nak update blog kannnnn...well well well..not to be blame. i just found the right time to update so here it go..come with me..there's a world out there.. *humming the song xD

last two weeks kot mase cuti panjang dulu. i went out with a friend of mine. Bestfriend. kenal since form 1 lagi. our friendship was kinda awkward for me. *dont get me wrong if your reading this you-know-who-you-are >< hehe if you ask me. i don't know how to tell you. but one thing for sure. i'm not a good friend. i know that. i was late to wish on your birthday last year when you never even forgotten mine. not even once. and tak sah kalau tak bagi hadiah kan? okay guilty like forever every time i think about it. :3 but but. no matter how many times i've said this to you. i'm still gonna say it. ILOVEYOU! *winkwink. tak kira la selalu bergaduh kan. bergaduh bukan as in cakar cakar tarik rambut/tudung tu okay. it was just a silent treatment. to me tak bercakap tu means ada masalah. and i cant stand if that person tak bercakap with me. ohhhh sangat sangat tak boleh. but no matter how many time we've had those silent treatments with each other we still end up telling what was the problem. kan? yeke? hahah

tak clear hehe curi curi snap masa kau pergi to the ladies :P

and last two weeks was soo sweet! you drove me to secret recipe. story mory pasal our life sekarang .what happened in the past few month we haven't met..and you surprised me like crazy lepas tu. dah la dalam kereta kan. sanggup stopped the car *bukan stop in the middle of the road okay  :P romantic gitu haha and you gave me that 'little gift'.. i swear at that very moment i was about to cry but i held it in. im so gonna remember that moment. kene melamar pun tak rasa maca tu kot *kot laaa i dont know lagi haha. but still. tak pernah kot rasa macam tu. dah la esoknya nak balik damansara dah..boleh demam kot.actually i did. jangkit ngan kau la kot *blaming for fun. taklah just joking.

 the 'little gift'

lain kali buat lagi surprise macam tu. nasib tak kene heart attack :D hehe anyways. Thankyou buddy! i'll make it up for you nanti eh.ni dah ingat dah actually tak lupa pun laaa..i was just late..like a few days..okay okay takk..teruk sangat tuu huuuuu. date to remember 19th September. hari penting. <3 hehe

p:s/ semua lagu kau bagi semua aku suka. ngee