Raya pertama is always the same macam tahun tahun yang sebelum ni. but somehow today..i felt a slight of change. I'm not sure where or why or what causes the change. but i just noe it's different from the previous years. maybe just MAYBE because I'm not expecting too much from others and i'm being more matured..maybe laa..or is it because im feelingless?? A big question mark there..having issues regarding this feeling less thingy lately haha .. haha macam sebelum ni every year excited nak tengok siapa yang hantar wishh dulu. *seriously ni memang macam budakbudak haha rasa merepek pun ada bila tulis ni but it's the truth :) then bila orang yang dinanti-nanti kan tu tak wish terus rasa macam eh orang ni dah lupakan kita ke? hoho..rasa itulah inilah tettttt terus hilang mood raya..haha childish sungguh kan?ni kalau kes birthday pun lebih kurang sama je haha.. but this year! i'm not expecting anything from anyone anymore! hoho AND! it felt even much better than ever.seronok dapat jumpe all the family members...1st day raya dah beraya dengan kawan..tak pernah pernah sebelum ni beraya rumah kawan on the 1st day of raya...and and.. this is the 2nd year beraya tanpa kakak. sedih? haruslah. malam raya pukul 4 pagi tido. kemas sikit rumah. then pagi pagi tu ada drama cerita pasal anak sulung in the family yang ada adik adik yang tak reti langsung appreciate dia. *i'm not saying that i do that to my sister..NO! hoho..it's just that bila nampak pengorbanan dia tu terasa macam..is this what kakak's been going through all this while? be strong yana :) kakak's always there for me and i'm always there for her. owhh and raya tahun ni kan..saya tak reti nak duduk dalam rumah jeee..rasa nak berjaaalaaan jee berayaa haha.tu yang sampai keluar dengan kawan tu beraya. sabor jelah haha..kepada semua kawan kawan saya. i wish you guys happy eid-dependance day! and be safe during this festive season :)
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