1st timer? yes!

Don't get me wrong,
I love who I am
I don't wanna be ungrateful

what do i do what do i do what do i do tell me please?
hype! :)  *note that it's actually a word with a meaning of this hehe baru tahu mase bace Reader's Digest huuu selama ni dok hype hype konon cakap hye kat orang dalam ym la fb lah apalah * sigh haha saya budak baru belajar lagi ni and will always be learning till the end

apa kes today? owh lame tak update. yeke? yelah kot. bz? hmmm bz berjalan jalan dalam rumah alaaa macam tak tau lepas tu stay up late all night semata mata melayan segala cerita dekat tv. kenapa? before this tv tu tak pandang pun.*tiputipu*  baik pandang laptop kan haha. well *muka mintak simpati........dengan tiba tiba tiba tiba nya i'm starting to feel a lil bit scared bila result upu haritu keluar..masa result matrik keluar tak pun macam ni...maybe sebab matriks dapat yang dekat kan..ni yang upu ni..*tarik nafas...takpe takpe..i'm greatful enuf sebab dapat yang 1st choice masa isi upu dulu..and it also means mat saleh tu berkenan kat muka matured ni -.-' haha

moving on now is.....ni barang ni..checklist tak buat lagi ni..u have like 2 weeks left  be4 anything happens whether you're goin or not u just have to start packing.mak pun dah pesan 'haa barang barang mana nak tu letak tepi nanti senang nak pack'..uih mak halau ke? then mak gelak jee..hehe bila masuk bilik. tengok katil. tengok almari. tengok rak buku. tengok radio. tengok toilet. *ni pehal lah ni sume pun nak tengok..rasa macam..can i not go mummy? hahaha okay tipu. rasa berat hati and rasa can i survive there?

okay saya budak sekolah harian since forever sejak darjah 1. mane pernah experience dok hostel/asrama ni. and bila orang tnya lepas pmr dulu kenapa tak masuk asrama i was likeeee memang taknak and orang mula lah ingat manja kan. yes saya manja mengaku ni hahah tapi manja macam mane kome tau? uishhh manja tu bukan la berkepit 24/7 dengan mak bapak. makan mak suap hari hari*sekali skala ada bila mak tengah makan and sibuk nak rasa jugak haha.lepas tu nak barang SEMUA dapat kan? no no no. itu dah bukan manja namanya tu. itu dah spoil brat abes. i'm sure everyone pun manje in their own ways kan.u just cant tell sometimes. and as for me. type of manje yang di atas ini bukan lah saya. saya ulang NOT ME!

it's not like i dont know what to do now. saje buat buat tak tahu. ishhh what's that suppose to mean? haha nothing. i'm just being immatured kejap. sometimes crying out loud is the best thing to do.ehh ehh apa neyh..macam lari dari topik..balik balik haha yeah dah balik dah heee paling lama lah tak pernah duk rumah was the quiz pelancongan kat terengganu tu lah and that was only 5 days! hahahaha puhleaz liyana..lepas ni kene kuat ouh. nanti buatnya homesick haaaa susah tu kan kan. takpe takpe i'm strong i'm strong. gotta set that. ><  you'll be fine. this is apart of growing right. yes. uish i really need a bit of motivation here. i'm sure orang lain pun nervous. well gotta start packing now..wait..better list out first.ayuh kawan! join me? hehe

i'm just an ordinary girl!
Sometimes I'm lazy I get bored
I get scared, I feel ignored
I feel happy, I get silly
I choke on my own words
I make wishes, I have Dreams
And I still want to believe
Anything can happen in this world,
For an ordinary girl