I'm PeRmaNenT

Kris Allen WoN!!!
he's da new american idol...
sweet....

addmath paper was damn hard....
and the best 'not-so-good' part was...
i was'nt feeling gud that day....
had flu....
had to do the addmath papar with one hand holding pen..
and the other hand holding my hankerchief..
and my mind was no where to be found...
hate it!!!
owh GOd...
thinking bout my marks....
*sigh*
rite now...im having a high fever...
it's been a long while since i last had a fever..


yesterday was friday....
thought it might be a gud day...
but everything was like....
not right...
wish that i cud BAnG! my head somewhere and loose some of the unwanted memories and start a new one...
but..
that's impossible...
i might loose all of the momeries..


i'm feeling the lost of it already...
can't get a grip of it anymore...
the more and more i hold on..
the more and more im hurt...
i'm such a jerk...
when wud this all end?


last nite was such a tear-jerking nite..
what was i thinking??
i've shud'nt have done that...but..
i had too...

Love is not a thing to understand

love is not a thing to feel

love is not a thing to give or receive

love is a thing only to become

and eternally be...

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