Remembering you....

FUHH..this year has been da toughest year 4 me...i guess i know why...first...this year i'm sitting for PMR..second..my sis..da only sis i ada g blajo kat kolej..KBU..kolej bandar utama kat damansara..very near to ONE UTAMA.....really felt her lost...i know i had to let her go one day....huhu..dia bnyk ajar me alot of things....missing fighting with her...hearing her bragging about her crush...miss all the laughter we always had 2gether....crapping here and there...and now...knowing that she's not with me..felt like i had lost smthing that cant be search or found anywhere....huhhu...dulu mase die ada..honestly.... i was a bit envy with her...slalu kene banding ngn die..huhu..but i knew it was'nt her fault at all....she's a very bright n intelegent person i ever knew...sometimes i wonder...y cant i be like her...hehe..cant think of an answer for that..but seriously...i'm missing her soo much...it hurts alot...having to sleep alone in my room...no need nak berebut pillows..ingt lagi mase anta die g kolej...she did'nt even cry..betape tabahnye die.....i was the one yg cried..padahal i tried my hard xnak nangeh..die penah ckp yg we have to be strong kalu x susah nanti....huhhu..i hugged her...before this mane ade nak peluk2..masing-masing geli...but that day we hugged...bile da sampai umah...rase cm sunyi je..xde nak dgr her nagging sume..but...rase sedih bile xde dia....walaupun still can contact die..but still..it's different...hmm...tmbh-tmbh lagi me nak pmr...dulu kalu ada soklan yg pening pale can juz go to her...buzy mcm mane skalipun die,die tetap akn tolong...but skrng kene pandai2 wat sendiri...huhuh...tiap malam nangeh....but skrg seeing her happy je kat sne..i'm also happy...hope die berjaya dlm her life..neyh baru duk jauh dlm malaysia...lepas neyh duk australia...xtau laa cmne nanti.......................